My title is Tomáš, my mates used to name me Pansy. I’m telling you this as a result of the reminiscence of my mates looks like the final actual factor right here. I used to be from Czech Republic, that's why my english is what it’s.
I don't know the place I’m. And I actually don’t need to know. I simply need this to be over. I hope that the grim reaper will come quickly and launch me from this horror. I’m penning this right here, however I don't know if anybody will be capable to learn this, as a result of I’m not positive if the web is an actual factor right here. Pay attention, I’ve every part on this room. All my stuffs. As a result of it looks like I’m in my room. In my home. However I do know I’m not. All the pieces appears to be like simply the identical. I've been closed on this duplicate of my room for hours, perhaps days, who is aware of. I’m not courageous sufficient to go outdoors. I believe they are there. Behind the door. Within the kitchen, within the hallway,… I do know that. I can’t hear them or see them, however I simply know they’re there. I don't know what they’re. And I don’t need to know.
Yesterday, or perhaps it was extra days in the past, I used to be sitting in the lounge, making an attempt to do some work for my college challenge on my laptop computer, when my mom got here dwelling from work. We stated hello, she requested me about college, simply typical afternoon dialog. Then she went to the kitchen and made herself some meals. Nothing uncommon. It was virtually night, she was watching TV, I used to be nonetheless doing my challenge. My mother stood up and touched her pockets, then went to the kitchen and was in search of one thing in her bag.
"Uh, Tomáš, may you please name me? I can't discover my telephone," she stated.
So I did. She was strolling round the home in search of a sound of her ringtone. She was someplace in the classroom when somebody picked up the telephone. I heard some noise and somebody murmuring, I didn't perceive what it's saying, it didn't sound like Czech or English. Then somebody stated: "Don’t…," a buzz interrupted the lady's voice. "Don’t allow them to in…," now one thing screamed, nevertheless it wasn't human, extra like an animal being killed. After which full silent. Out of nothing the lady spoke once more. She was scared, however her voice didn't shake or something. She was my mom.
"I really like you Tomáš, keep sturdy."
That was it. She hung up. It was my mom's voice. I felt somebody is standing behind me and that anxious feeling was horrible. I used to be creeped out and I nonetheless am. What’s going on? I regarded behind me. She was standing there, taking a look at me. Smiling.
"Mother? What's occurring? Who’re you?" My voice was shaking.
She didn't cease smiling and her smile was getting wider. That's once I felt it – it actually wasn't my mom.
That smile received even wider. Wider. It was so unnatural. Not possible. Its lip corners cracked and its smile was from ear to ear. Its enamel was extraordinarily white with a bit of little bit of blood due to these lip corners.
After which I used to be right here. I don't know the place. I don't need to know. It appears to be like like my room nevertheless it's not. My laptop computer can be right here. I don't what's going to occur. I simply know I’m not going outdoors of this room. I hope I'll die quickly, as a result of the horrible concern I’m feeling, the nervousness appears stronger on this silence. Once I look from the window it appears to be like simply the identical like in my home, however one thing is totally different. It lacks these tiny actions – the leaves on a tree, they don't transfer within the wind. There isn’t a wind, no youngsters are enjoying outdoors. I attempted to lookup one thing on the web. I don't know what I believed. I don't even consider somebody's gonna learn this, I believe the web is simply an phantasm too. However I needed to make a abstract of what has occurred anyway.
God, I hope I'll die quickly.